AWAKENING
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I am a slut or Guilt as the most problematic part of the trauma healing
Somewhere deep down there is a part of the “victim” that enjoyed the act of what happened. Controversial... To say the least. But here goes a story. I ended up in a weird situation once in my life (ok many more times than once, but we gotta start somewhere). I was in...
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Me and my crises
My crises are a very important part of my life. It is through my crises that I gain a renewed sense of love for life and my people, as well as greater compassion, clarity and vision. I sometimes have to go down to the bottom to rise higher. These crises are incredibly...
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Giving voice to the Feminine
We all have a major assignment. We need to find a meeting point for the Feminine and the Masculine. We have been confused for so long. We have been struggling, fighting, internally and externally. When this confusion is over it will bring an end to wars on this...
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My First Tantra Workshop
I remember attending my first Tantra workshop, there were about 100 people. At first I felt very cautious, I was checking out the people, I was not sure whether I fitted in (of course not!). The teacher was sharing about the sacredness of our pleasure, of our...
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Things that are “coming through”
It’s very common in “conscious communities” that people say that things are “coming through” them, implying that there is a certain channeling that’s taking place. Oh, how mystical! Usually this talk is nothing but unprofessionalism and fear of taking on...
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All there is to do… is surrender… more
Life is throwing me into her fire, again and again. When I yell at her: “Can I have a break, bitch?!”... she kicks me down a cliff. Life seems twisted, full of contradictions. I feel immensely powerful. I feel incredibly small. I feel an infinite compassion for human...
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Fear of Going Deeper
He walked in and sat next to me. “I am scared,” - he said. “I really want a deep relationship, but I’m so scared. Once we start going deeper, I pull away and reject the woman, all because I’m so fucking scared that I will open my heart to her and then she will leave...
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Ghosting
When I was 19 I broke up with my boyfriend over an online messenger. For over a month I was moving away from him, deep down knowing that I was over him but hoping that he would just get it and I wouldn’t need to explain anything. I just wanted him to let me go and...
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Who are the new leaders?
What does wearing masks have to do with the real meaning of 5g, hormonal birth control, contamination of the earth with plastic, sexual predators, corrupted leaders, Trump, violence, disconnection, plastic surgery, abuse, suicide, psychosis and addiction? Yes, I just...
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Falling is not about falling
It is easier to admire the idea of someone, rather than a real person who is standing right in front of you. People tend to idealise leaders that they resonate with. It’s natural for generations that were brought up on stories about the good princes and princesses. We...
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How to lift yourself up from the abyss
It happens to all of us. We collapse. It actually must happen from time to time. If it doesn’t, we are probably not allowing ourselves to truly be human. And then you may find yourself in crisis. It’s one thing to go there willingly and choose to do it for the sake of...
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When people don’t show up the way you want them to
Is there someone in your life who is not showing up for you in the way you’d like them to? It usually hurts a lot because it feels like that person is behaving in this way because they don’t like you enough. In fact it usually hurts like hell because somewhere deep...
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Bridge between inner and outer world
At first one has to go within and discover the inner world, that exists beyond the ever chaotic outer world. But then there has to come a time when there is no longer duality of inner and outer worlds. There has to come a time when one recognises that there is no...
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At the footsteps of the Great Pyramid
“We have to walk. And fast.” - I say. I start walking. I have no thoughts. I don’t look back. I trust that everyone is walking behind me. We must do this. It’s night in Cairo. The traffic is wild. There are no traffic lights, we have to cross the highway twice, and...
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Surrendering to the mystery of existence
I once had a really profound experience through being rejected by someone I was really attracted to. I tried everything on him. All my seduction tricks. I tried being very sweet. I tried being very expressive and sexy. I tried cornering him and demanding a date. I was...
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Ask and you shall receive – “Liberation” for your ears!
My bestselling book Liberation Into Orgasm, that was published in April last year, is an invitation to go on a journey that will take you through pleasure beyond pleasure. This book is not just a bunch of nice ideas that are only good for the mind, it is an invitation...
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Why you should not demand honesty from your partner
If you are constantly wondering if your partner is hiding something, or if they are lying or cheating, it doesn’t say much about them, but it says a lot about you. Unless you are with a totally misguided person who doesn’t really want to be with you, in most cases...
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Challenges and happiness
Challenges have a purpose that is bigger than finding a way to resolve these challenges. At times we indulge in the pain and simply sink, lower and lower... But sooner or later there has to come a point when you realise that you are so damn challenged - there’s no way...
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Conscious leaders and how to become one
I have founded two schools, the Priestess School and the Tantra Mystery School. (You will know everything about the latter really soon). Each of them offers a journey that evidently leads somewhere. But where do they lead? To becoming someone who has healed their...
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Here’s to dissing gender roles in a relationship – the upgraded way to relate
Apart from many other things, a relationship can be seen as a lab where we see, examine and heal patterns that we have fallen into. At times you are lucky and you recognise a pattern before making a wild mess out of it. Because when you recognise something for what it...
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Grounded and together
At the end of the recent class I offered to couples here in Ibiza a woman shared that after doing the practices she felt really open, deeply in love, in profound connection with her partner, and at the same time really grounded within herself. I thought: “Yes, that’s...
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