Fall… Fall and fear not to touch the ground.
The ground does not exist.
Because in reality you are falling upwards. You are falling back into yourself.
My being is in a state of continuous expansion. My consciousness is spread over a vastness that feels like the galaxy. My body is constantly turned on without a specific reason. I experience multiple full body orgasms every day even when I don’t have sex. Just an innocent touch of a man makes me suffocate with ecstasy.
I feel fear creeping in. Fear of getting lost in this incredible wave. To lose identity forever.
Yet I know that what is real can never be lost.
As for the rest… I am ready to let go.
I am ready to die to myself and be alive to You alone.
Hitting the edge.
It is all designed so I see all the places within me where I can trust even deeper.
Forgetting to eat, to sleep, my name, my center.
Floating into expansion beyond what I ever knew was possible.
Surrendering to the intensity of the flow.
A friend said: “I had something similar. When I took LSD”.
That’s it. That’s the way my life is. As if constantly on drugs.
But more intense.
Shakti meets Shiva.
That’s the essence of Sundari.
Bliss of union.
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