The totality of the light and the dark

My soft and kind identity is very comfortable to me (and to everyone around me). She saved my ass when I was a child so many times. It’s easy to express myself as her. She fits the ideas people have about a “spiritual person” too.

But truth is… she… is also here. 🖤

She, who has been to dark places… first of all – within herself.
She, who is comfortable with her anger and that’s why she doesn’t have issues with boundaries. And not because she ever has to stomp and scream.

She, who is sharp and blunt, because she sees directly.

She has no fear and she is not here to make anyone comfortable…
She is very high maintenance.
Which (I’ve come to realise) is a wonderful thing.

She too is an expression of Love and I love her very much.

For a long time the two seemed to be in conflict with each other.

Until I realised that they are best in unity.

Both have a lower octave expression and their shadows. Both have a higher octave expression.

And they are magnificent in it all.

Some things seem to be easier to love.

But I found that… what evokes true love is TOTALITY.

The totality of the light and the dark, in the absence of rejection.

Because that’s how we feel closest to God.