A blessing to my past self

Since the end of last year I’ve experienced a big reset of masculine structures in my Life. Which also involved some changes in my relationships with men.

Ending a five-year professional relationship, breaking things off with a partner I’ve been with for four years, and even dealing with some drama in a close friendship…

It was not easy.

And… absolutely necessary.

A part of me didn’t believe I could be who I am and do what I do without these men in my Life.

I’ve had to grieve.

I’ve had to face my father wound all over again…

I’ve had to experience myself being more reserved and cautious with new people entering my Life…

I’ve had to lean into the Divine embrace…
trust my Highest Self who made all these choices…
surrender more…
and witness a whole new geometry emerge in my Life.

And oh so gracefully.

In fact, it’s true that I can’t be who I was and do what I did when those relationships were in place…
I had to go through an initiation, collapse and be reborn as someone completely new…
Freer.
Bigger.
Truer to my essence.
More Woman.
More Love.

My inner Beloved is holding and loving all parts of me so fiercely, that I have nothing left to do but let my heart expand across the galaxies…

So… here is a blessing to my past self who had no idea how on Earth to move through this and for anyone finding yourself in a moment of rebirth:

“It is all unfolding just fine.
This initiation is a part of your highest becoming.
You are so taken care of.
The whole Universe has your back.
Relax into the embrace that always holds you….
You are so loved.”