Resistance to growth is a thing

I’ve been dreaming it into existence.

I know it is destined for me and for us.

It will create an enormous ripple of ecstatic goodness and transformation.

I’ve been manifesting it.

And now… it’s time.

We have something grand coming up inside of Sofia Sundari brand.

We’ve been running into obstacles, so the reveal has been postponed.

Deep down I know I’m manifesting these obstacles.

Because I am resisting the growth that is knocking on my door.

I notice a little voice saying “but I’ve stretched so much this year already”, “maybe it can wait”, “maybe it’s too much”…

There are many ways to hold onto smallness.

Truth is I am intimidated.

Intimidated by the magnificence that it will create.

Intimidated by being seen in such a big way.

Intimidated by the privilege.

Intimidated by the power, that’s about to be unleashed.

I know everything is about to go to the next level, yet again.

It feels like a massive stretch that is already happening on the back end of the previous massive stretch.

I’ve been saying often that I don’t believe in the need for integration period, because we are fast and smart enough to integrate on the go. And if kindness to ourselves at all times is a non-negotiable priority, we simply get to flow. So here we are: the river is taking me, no integration time offered.

I do need to deal with my newly discovered resistance.

But this too is done in this very moment.

I came here to live it. And I know I was born for that.