The place I call Eternal Beloved

When you are entirely focused on him, on what he is doing and feeling… you are actually pushing him away.

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He is the last to join the dance floor.

I notice him… He is hard not to notice.

He dances closely to me.

But I am so busy enjoying dancing and connecting with my friend. We are having so much fun.

He looks directly into my eyes. That did something. I hold eye contact. He smiles.

A few minutes later he is dancing next to me.

I am still too busy having fun to give it too much of my attention. But he comes closer. I get curious.

He dances very close to me but he manages not to touch me at all.

I notice the charge in the space between us. I start longing to be in closer contact and to experience his touch… My whole body is listening to him… it feels like a tease…

I realise that my connection to myself became less deep. I bring my awareness back home – to me and in this moment something pops!

I start expressing myself completely freely, I feel so much pleasure and I surrender to it.

That’s when he finally touches me. That’s what he was waiting for! My opening! Haha! This actually feels orgasmic!

We get immersed into an incredible dance. It feels like we live a whole lifetime in this dance. There is flow, pleasure, pain, distance, perseverance, expansion, depth… It may have been an hour… or just 10 minutes.

I feel complete. We bow to each other. I dance away.

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Most women don’t live within the sanctuary of their hearts and wombs that’s why they lose their pleasure and connection to their depths.

They find themselves chasing pushing controlling… Men, money, likes, followers…

Losing the connection to what truly matters.

And… no wonder.

Because no one teaches us to come back home to the inner stillness in which you are eternally held.

This is the place I call Eternal Beloved.

This is the place where all your needs are answered and desires are fulfilled. You are naturally radiant and magnetic.